It’s really hard to make decisions–life decisions. It’s not that I don’t know what I want. I KNOW WHAT I WANT it’s just that it’s not an available option. ( If you know what I mean)
20 is a fairly young age, not that I am comparing… but A lot of people my age have already accomplished something in their life and well, I don’t have any. Nothing that I can say I am proud of. I may be suffering from intense inferiority complex but yeah. That’s just how I feel right now.
But this post is NOT meant to be a downer. I will stop talking about my frustrations in life.
I have this college friend who tweeted about using ze Magic 8 ball to make life decisions. It’s nutters, yes? But hell, when you can’t make decisions and you believe in the concept of fate, why not? So, she’s brilliant!
I found this site. Since I don’t have a magic 8 ball, an online simulation is fine with me. I asked it this: “Should I pursue this?”
Answer:
my reaction: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA the Great 8 was stunned. BOO!
So I tried this spinning device that I have and answered the same thing.
Answer:
my reaction: asasfdgrihriohjhthoefldfsjdofjgdf
LESSON LEARNED:
It’s either TRY AGAIN later and you might get a straight answer OR sit on it and pray hard for enlightenment.
Talk to GOD for guidance.
According to the facebook app, on this very day GOD wants me to know that…
AMEN. [I will lower my standards for happiness. (not sure if that's entirely positive)]




